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Under Cunt-struction: Temporary and Barebones Blog (Now in Sans-Serif!)


April 3, 2026 - 10:57am


hoooooooly shit i figured out dark mode


April 3, 2026 - 9:59am


I updated my website so I guess i should write a post, huh? i've been kinda neglecting my site as ive been working on my pokemon godot project pretty relentlessly.

im super impressed with myself at how capable i am at programming- ive only just recently taken up seriously learning python (which I KNOW is an easy ass language, especially for someone who has done obj oriented programming before but LET ME HAVE THIS.) being successful at programming my gay little pokemon game is the most fulfilling thing ive done maybe since estrogen. it feels nice to solve problems and overcome small hurdles that arent big enough to totally make me lose hope. in other words, it feels good to be a gangster

i guess thats it for like right now, im gonna go back to python. sorry html/css, you fucking REEK!! follow me on github!!!!!!!!!!!


oh and btw if ur reading this and ur really cute and ur name starts with f, hii :)


March 18, 2026 - 12:49am


i'm downloading a shit ton of drum corps shows to restart my archive.
i spent a week+ fleshing out an archive from all the high quality rips i could find on youtube but someone on reddit pointed my eye to a neat aweosme archive thats already really thorough and very high quality, so i sighed and kicked a cartoon rock across the floor and then deleted the archive i'd been working on for a good while now and started downloading from that online archive !!

u might ask "CAMILLE!!! why the hell r u downloading a copy of this archive when it's just available online?? problem solved??"

NO, you stupid bitch!
that archive is beautiful and i am grateful for what it is it as a fan resource, but what i am aiming to do is download and compile all of the videos in my mac's itunes library and fill in all the metadata, including some freaking awesome album arts that im designing and like the show titles and the repertoire and everything, it's going to be very thoroughly metadata'd and MOST IMPORTALNTY: very easily syncable to iphones and ipods!!! i'm actually doing the project so i myself can have a buncha drum corps shows to listen to but especially watch on my ipod classic :3
why? idfk thats cool as fuck, why not?

anyways, downloading from this new archive takes a while longer than using the command line tool i was using to download from youtube, so i've been taking the downtime while downloading as an opportunity to do a menial task i've taken up recently: shiny hunting


everyone's been on the hype for pokemon firered & leafgreen, which is really cute to see as someomne who has leafgreen on her gameboy advance and has been playing it pretty sparingly for the last like decade LOL. idk, it's just cute to see new ppl get into old pokemon by way of these new switch ports god king nintendo has blessed us with.. and ofc by us i mean not me... since.... i have it on my original hardware >:3

i recently started a new save file because 1) i didnt really like the name i picked out ("CAMI" instead of "CAMILLE"; idk i like cami as a nickname with friends or whatever but professor oak we r not like that, ok?) and 2) uhhh idk i forgot the other reason...
but anyways yeah i was shiny hunting charmander for a while (in like 20 minute sessions once or twice a week LMAO). idfk why i picked charmander, maybe that's like a remnant of my cis-ness; picking charmander in kanto seems maybe very male coded i feel.... so since i'm playing leafgreen and i have a really cute awesome bulbasaur plushy on my purse, of course i am this time around picking BULBASAUR for my shiny starter hunt!!

not only that.... i'm going crazy with it. i need a challenge (-girl who's literally only completed one shiny hunt EVER and it was a probably extremely lucky mudkip hunt in ORAS with gen 6 odds......) i'm shiny hunting..... FEMALE bulbasaur!!

that's right: for no reason other than to prolong my fidget toy of mashing a and b and listening to the same 2 songs and sound effects over and over again, i am choosing to stack a classic shiny roll of 1 in 8192 with an actually rather problematically sexist 1 in 8 gender roll!! i am not beautiful at math but thats like... a 1 in 64000-something chance...

FUCK...

anyways that's all... back to downloading all my videos from scratch and only getting to check for shinies every 1 in 8 resets !!!!! bye i love u !!


March 16, 2026 - 3:56pm


right now, i'm homeless. i live in a homeless shelter, though everyone here is largely pretty nice and bearable, so i realize that things could be much worse they are.
that's not the point of this entry, so i shan't dwell. (heh... shan't dwell? yeah not without a home, LOSER!)

i dont have access to most of my things right now but what i do have is my awesome gay laptop :3
i've been going crazy mode with learning programming;

(check this out im about to make a list...)

  • i've been learning html and web dev on freecodecamp.org
    (i have some previous experience with html css and js by way of some other coding bootcamp i did circa a few years ago, so its all comin back to me...)
  • i've been learning python (and some js refresher) on this freaking awesome website i found called exercism.org
  • and ive been using the godot docs to learn how to use the godot game engine ^__^

(slightly honorable mention: this website, gdquest learn gdscript or whatever-
it was cute and well put together and pretty useful, just maybe for someone whos not me, who has like already a really solid grasp more or less on object oriented programming and python and js and whatnot... certinaly a beginner-targeted tutorial! i recommend u check it out if that sounds like something u could use !!!)

anyways, all that to say... this is a nothing burger site rn but i have big abitions for it (as i do with any of my projects lawllll)
gootbye for now